A time to wait...

It's Almost been a year! Time has flown since I have decided to go to South Asia this August. oh my how things have changed! Sometimes time seems to be going slowly that I think i will die of slowness and other times so quickly that I can hardly catch my breath. Right now though, it feels like a long time of waiting.

To think that a year ago from today I wrestled with God and had no idea what was to come. A year later I find myself still wrestling- not with what is to next and not to the same extent but about hte how and why. Why would the Lord me to go? I don't know except for his abundant grace and mercy. How it will happen- I have no idea. There is such a large financial obstacle between here and August, but I trust in his sovereignty.

Its funny how often we wrestle with God. And rarely is it over the day to day activities but rather the large decisions we wrestle with God and his sovereignty and we wrestle with ourselves and our trust in Him. I wrestle through my plans and desires. But sometimes, there is a time to wait...